Lately, I have so so many things to think and reflect about! I realise that I don't really talk about the day in my posts, but I'd rather think through my actions and write about my feelings.

Today, we went back to PHPPS after Teachers' Day. I stayed back to help with the OSL fundraising, because I felt really bad if I just went back to PHPPS just like that.

I don't know, today I felt really happy and yet reminiscent at the same time. Sometimes I felt as though I was being too loud and crass and I hope that no one thought that I was being action-kia.Like I was trying too hard to be happy and cheerful for the sake of my old primary school friends. Somehow, I was trying to break the ice, but then when I look back at the way I talked and walked, I reminded myself of those overly enthu people who seem so fake. I really hope I wasn't like that. I think I was just trying too hard to seem like the social butterfly, integrating everyone together.

Then and again, I always tend to be extra hyped up when I meet people I know and love.

Hmm today meeting old Ch6 people was cool:D Everyone looked so pretty and handsome. It looks like we're really growing up! Almost everyone in a co-ed school has a bf/gf already.

Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever stay in touch the way my father still hangs out with his secondary school mates. They hang out every Chinese New Year and it's become such a tradition that without fail, every CNY it's a stated fact that we'll definitely be going to a gathering with his old friends! I really hope that will happen for Ch6'06 as well! Will it? Right now, we've already lost some people for good, like we can't even contact them anymore. Were their p6 memories that horrible until they don't want to meet up anymore? I really hope that one day, there will be this gathering where the attendance rate is 100%! That will be my sweet sixteen wish.

Looking at my old classmates, I realised that as one grows into a teenager, looks are everything. Everyone is trying to attract the opposite gender. Even though I tell myself that being a Christian is more important, that it's the inner beauty that counts, I sometimes can't help paying extra attention to my wardrobe it we're going out. Tsk tsk Yuqing.

Lately, I have so so many things to think and reflect about! I realise that I don't really talk about the day in my posts, but I'd rather think through my actions and write about my feelings.

Today, we went back to PHPPS after Teachers' Day. I stayed back to help with the OSL fundraising, because I felt really bad if I just went back to PHPPS just like that.

I don't know, today I felt really happy and yet reminiscent at the same time. Sometimes I felt as though I was being too loud and crass and I hope that no one thought that I was being action-kia.Like I was trying too hard to be happy and cheerful for the sake of my old primary school friends. Somehow, I was trying to break the ice, but then when I look back at the way I talked and walked, I reminded myself of those overly enthu people who seem so fake. I really hope I wasn't like that. I think I was just trying too hard to seem like the social butterfly, integrating everyone together.

Then and again, I always tend to be extra hyped up when I meet people I know and love.

Hmm today meeting old Ch6 people was cool:D Everyone looked so pretty and handsome. It looks like we're really growing up! Almost everyone in a co-ed school has a bf/gf already.

Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever stay in touch the way my father still hangs out with his secondary school mates. They hang out every Chinese New Year and it's become such a tradition that without fail, every CNY it's a stated fact that we'll definitely be going to a gathering with his old friends! I really hope that will happen for Ch6'06 as well! Will it? Right now, we've already lost some people for good, like we can't even contact them anymore. Were their p6 memories that horrible until they don't want to meet up anymore? I really hope that one day, there will be this gathering where the attendance rate is 100%! That will be my sweet sixteen wish.

Looking at my old classmates, I realised that as one grows into a teenager, looks are everything. Everyone is trying to attract the opposite gender. Even though I tell myself that being a Christian is more important, that it's the inner beauty that counts, I sometimes can't help paying extra attention to my wardrobe it we're going out. Tsk tsk Yuqing.