Somehow, there's an anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I don't know why, but I can't seem to be a good testimony as a Christian to others around me. I try my very best, but sometimes I just succumb to the temptation and take part in uber-worldly activities ;[

I'm afraid that people will call me a hypocrite behind my back, saying that I talk about Christian values blah, but I still break the ten commandments. It's really hard to tell myself that: HEY this world is only temporal, you have to focus on the higher things (literally) and make yourself pleasing to God.

It's really hard to be a cool teenager and a devout Christian at the same time. Okay, it's hard for me. I look at Wanhui, at Chisin and at Joan, they're all able to be pleasing in the eyes of men and in the eyes of the Lord, but I can't seem to be able to do it. Jesus, during His time on earth as the Son of Man, he wasn't an (quote) antisocial religious freak (quote). Rather, he was pleasing to men and pleased His Father as well.

Dear Heavenly Father, please teach my Thy ways and help me to be more like you. I want to walk in Your footsteps. Please help me.

In Jesus' name I pray,
Amen.

Somehow, there's an anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I don't know why, but I can't seem to be a good testimony as a Christian to others around me. I try my very best, but sometimes I just succumb to the temptation and take part in uber-worldly activities ;[

I'm afraid that people will call me a hypocrite behind my back, saying that I talk about Christian values blah, but I still break the ten commandments. It's really hard to tell myself that: HEY this world is only temporal, you have to focus on the higher things (literally) and make yourself pleasing to God.

It's really hard to be a cool teenager and a devout Christian at the same time. Okay, it's hard for me. I look at Wanhui, at Chisin and at Joan, they're all able to be pleasing in the eyes of men and in the eyes of the Lord, but I can't seem to be able to do it. Jesus, during His time on earth as the Son of Man, he wasn't an (quote) antisocial religious freak (quote). Rather, he was pleasing to men and pleased His Father as well.

Dear Heavenly Father, please teach my Thy ways and help me to be more like you. I want to walk in Your footsteps. Please help me.

In Jesus' name I pray,
Amen.